{Thirty (58)} &diams And I feel like I'm living the worst day/Over and over again

[burnt_orangesky]

The bloody lift has malfunctioned yet again. 00, Composer--do not expect me home for dinner. Aven is with me, so you need not concern yourselves with his whereabouts.

[Pause, pen taps.]

Key, do try not to get into too much trouble, won't you? And good luck against the ants, everyone. I will see you all later, whenever this blasted machine lets me ou~~ [A jagged slash of ink as the lift shakes her out and she drops the journal.]

[[Anyone is welcome to find it on the elevator floor.]]

Comments

Even though he knows she probably won't reply, with how that ended...

[spandexisyouth]

Be careful, Fred. I shall await your return.

Yes, he will keep mentioning the death thing. :|

[grab-my-bells.livejournal.com]

At least she's not dead this time.

WeYou really need to get a protective-bubble and a leash on her.

She will never live it down. <.<

[spandexisyouth]

That is true!

Perhaps we should see about getting Key a leash for her!

[grab-my-bells.livejournal.com]

Now that does sound like a good idea...

Your jokes aren't very funny Bell :|

[awokentospring.livejournal.com]

DEAD!?

Wut? He totally thought this one was hilarious. btw, you should see his comment onSeven's entry. =D

[grab-my-bells.livejournal.com]

She does that from time to time.

*sob* Maybe Spring just doesn't have a sense of humor. :< AND SCREAM TY FOR TELLING ME!! /flails

[awokentospring.livejournal.com]

Are you joking? Sometimes you joke and sometimes you are serious and I cannot tell whether you are or not right at this moment!

Lol aww. He would if it was his dad's joke. :| -- XD

[grab-my-bells.livejournal.com]

Fred has died a couple of times here. That is the truth.

That's because dad's jokes are actually funny. >:3 -- ;;

[awokentospring.livejournal.com]

That--

How is she still here then? You cannot die and come ba [The words end in an inkblot. PING.]

Dad's jokes are totally lame.

[grab-my-bells.livejournal.com]

Yes, you can. Here you can, just like you can disappear and reappear.

It's an acquired taste.

[awokentospring.livejournal.com]

Ye s. Right...

...you really don't want to go into Gai as an acquired taste discussion, do you? >D

[grab-my-bells.livejournal.com]

Spring, if you have any questions just ask [The comment stays as is for a long moment before he decides (for the sake of his reputation) he'll add:] your dad.

.... (unsure) Spring might not but...

[awokentospring.livejournal.com]

[He saw that pause.]

You do not really mind, do you, Bell-san?

...naughty Cager!

[grab-my-bells.livejournal.com]

[You saw nothing! >_> ]

Whatever's fine. [He refuses to openly be too much of a nice or helpful guy.]

|D Oh? Should I stop being such a stalker?

[awokentospring.livejournal.com]

[He's getting a glimpse of the good person his father always claims Bell can be. But he knows better than to mention that. Or he just won't for now.]

If we do not stay dead for forever, then why do we have to be so careful here? We will just come back, right? [Yep, and Spring's going to rush head-on into the hard stuff without warning. |D]

LOL >.> No.

[grab-my-bells.livejournal.com]

[*watches cool status gradually deplete and dissipate*]

Not all the time. And not with all our memories, either.

[And, because Bell still remembers a very new Youth, he adds] For your own safety, if I don't answer any other questions you have, let that topic go and move on, ok? [If Bell feels the kid needs to know, he'll nab him for a walk down to the junkyard sometime]

Thought as much. >:3

[awokentospring.livejournal.com]

[An act of aloofness cannot fool a green beast forever!]

Our memories have already been lost. It can get worse?

I am not afraid for my safety, but I understand.

[grab-my-bells.livejournal.com]

[Noooooo]

You can forget everything again, everything you learned here and everyone you've met. And death always hurts someone, especially more-so based on how you die.

I know you're not. [You're not afraid for you, but he's afraid for you. D= Don't die, chibi.]

[awokentospring.livejournal.com]

[It is a good thing! :D]

[There's a slight pause. He's still too new to find the idea of losing his own memories to be all that much of a loss.] If we forget everything, at least we have others to remind us of our time here again.

I feel that risks are sometimes necessary if obtaining useful information is the result. [Oh, Bell doesn't have to worry about him. |D He's a ninja after all...]

Stalk forever!

[spandexisyouth]

Also it hurts the people that you leave behind, because they wait and hope and are not sure if you will return, or if you will still be... you.

FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER~

[awokentospring.livejournal.com]

[Damn. He's feeling a little guilty already.]

I see.

[Some pentaps.] What do you mean by "if you will still be you?"

WOOOOOOOO

[spandexisyouth]

If we had different dreams, or did not even remember our dream, would we still be the same? Things get forgotten when someone dies, and you have not learned much at all upon arrival.

[awokentospring.livejournal.com]

Would changing the dream really make us different people? I feel I would not be any different than I am now. I am myself no matter what my name is. I would still be your son, just as I am your son now as Spring and before as Lotus!

[He thinks it's precisely because he doesn't know much that it would matter little if he did forget things after a death; he would have less to lose than anyone else here, but he's not going to write that out to his father.]

[spandexisyouth]

Sometimes, when people lose everything, they are different. [He remembers when Bell was completely blank and cold, and how much that hurt. Gai doesn't want his son to be like that.] I could not bear to lose you.

[awokentospring.livejournal.com]

You will not lose me, Father. I do not think I [Wait. He can't guarantee that.]

I would just [Or that.]

[A pause.]

... I love you, Father.

[spandexisyouth]

[He tries to ignore the crossed-out bits because he knows his son is a growing young man.]

I love you as well, my son.

[live_ringer]

[Well, damn.]

See you when you get back.

[awokentospring.livejournal.com]

[Aww, why does everything bad always happen to Fred?]

Fred-san. I hope you return soon.

[fourtunate.livejournal.com]

I would ask the same thing about you, Fred.

[man-genius.livejournal.com]

You seriously need to be locked up somewhere.

Not actually here

[burnt_orangesky]

[Excuse you, it's not her fault that her mun is leaving the lift decided to kidnap her.

She will B| at this comment when she gets back and sees it.]

[grab-my-bells.livejournal.com]

[Bell would "IAWTC" here if he knew what that meant]

[bloody-pens.livejournal.com]

GODDAMNIT.