hes gone
theyre gone
theyre not here
hes
I cant find him them they arent anywhere hes gone theyre gone Ive looked all over edensphere I cant find him them him
[Pause]
waiting
I dont
I cant
Im so tired of
Im tired
[Pause]
I dont want to
hope
theres no
hoping against without in spite of
[Long pause]
hopeless
[Pause]
why did he leave [pause] again
[Something scribbled out; the words 'cruel' and 'happened before' can be seen.]
this is too familiar
it hurts
[ooc- Due to a combination of nightmares, sleeping badly because of said nightmares, Roswell and Storm being MIA, and her ferret poofing, Fred has snapped juuuuust a bit. She's been running around all day looking for Roswell and Storm, and is currently lost in the Wilderness somewhere, completely exhausted and rather hungry. Also pinging hard for the Doctor leaving all the damn time >:( ]
[As of 11/17, this entry has been COMPLETELY INKED OVER. Nothing can be read any longer, though it's a bit late of Fred to try and hide her flip-out. The comments have been left untouched.
If you still want your character to reply as if he or she had seen the words, feel free.]
[A pause before she starts writing again.]
I don't suppose anyone saw me this morning in the marketplace? I cannot seem to recall my actions there, but I must have done something. I have a bruise on my arm that was not there before.
...please tell me I didn't do anything completely mad.
[ooc- What she isn't saying is that she woke up in her room with her shirt off. Lol. Words crossed out are still readable.
If your character wants to have run into 'her', 'she' was probably either freaking out about 'her' superfast heartbeat, or acting generally boy-ish.]